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HOW THE YOUNG ARTHUR WAS CURSED
by Clarise Samuels
Arthur as a young man was
strong and blond-haired, with eyes as blue as the
faraway mountain
ranges and pale skin that
nonetheless retained a ruddy hue about the cheeks. At
twenty-one, he
had already pulled
Excalibur from its resting place in the stone, but his
legendary feats in battle,
to be sung one day by the
bards, still lay in the remote future. On this
spring morning in Britannia,
the young king with the
lion's mane of flaxen locks and exquisite physique was
trotting slowly through
the woods on his white
mount, a sublime mare named Llamrei, a charger of
impeccable lineage.
Arthur was in a bit of a trance, letting Llamrei
wander down the path as she pleased while Arthur,
still unwed and with romantic notions always dancing
about his head, daydreamed and contentedly
breathed in the scent of morning dew and spring
flowers. A raven sat in the branches above,
screeching intermittently, and hopping from tree to
tree as it observed Arthur and his horse through
the branches of the forest foliage below.
Arthur paid no heed to the
intrusive cries of the raven with the midnight blue
feathers. Had he
been more attentive, he would have noticed that the
raven disappeared at precisely the same moment
that a stunningly beautiful maid became evident in the
distance, standing squarely in the middle of the
path. Arthur, still preoccupied with his sentimental
thoughts and lulled into a meditative state by
the
tranquility of the morning, was nearly upon the lass
before he reined Llamrei back and brought the
horse to an abrupt halt.
"Dear lady!" Arthur
exclaimed in dismay. "Do forgive me, for I nearly
overran you in my distraction."
"Not at all, my
lord," she answered with a curtsey. "there
is no need to make excuses. It is my fault
for standing so boldly in your path."
Arthur's distress was quickly
replaced by his awe of the young lady's beauty. She
had a thick head of
chestnut brown hair whose golden highlights caught
every nuance of the morning rays of the sun. Her
green eyes were accentuated by dramatically dark brows
and long, dark lashes, and her mouth was as red
as berries. Arthur was temporarily mesmerized, but he
feared his open admiration would be deemed too
artless and uncivil, so he fought to retain his
composure.
Dismounting Llamrei, Arthur
approached the unknown woman with a courtly air,
bowing briefly and in
a dignified fashion before he asked her most
earnestly, "Are you stranded, my dear lady, or
are you in need
of help of any kind?"
"My dear lord, yes,
could you help me? I was picking berries, and I
tripped on a stone and have apparently
sprained my ankle. I am in great pain," she
acknowledged. Only then did he notice she was leaning
on a branch
and trying not to put weight on her injured
foot. Arthur did not hesitate for a moment; he slipped
one arm around
her waist and another around her legs, lifting her
effortlessly as he carried her to a flat stone off the
road. He gently
laid her down and then examined her bruised and
swollen ankle with the confidence of a man who was
well
educated in medical matters
"We need to get you back to
the castle," he murmured with some concern.
"The ankle has to be soaked in warm
water and properly bandaged. With a few days' rest,
you should feel much better. You shall ride with me,
and I
shall take you back to he castle."
"Oh, sire, I cannot ride just
yet. Please sit here with me and keep me company -
such a handsome young man as
yourself, surely you know other ways to keep a young
woman from dwelling on pain?" she asked him
in a bemusing
way as she lifted a finger and pushed aside a wisp of
hair hanging in his eyes. Arthur was bewildered at
first, for he was
sure she was a true lady of noble birth, given her
aristocratic bearing and her elegant dress.
Nevertheless, her insinuation
was improper. and he attributed her unseemly behavior
to the ignorance of youth.
"Nay, nay, my sweet young thing you
are too innocent and naive to understand what fires
you tamper with," Arthur
rebuked her mildly. "Now, come, we must mount
Llamrei and return you to the castle, or to your home
if you prefer."
But the lass was defiant, and with a
startling gesture, she pulled he gown off her
shoulders and arms, exposing her
dazzling nakedness to Arthur's manly eyes. He nearly
reeled at the sight of her perfection, and a part of
him became
instantly enraptured, though he understood
instinctively that such comportment was beneath him.
Nevertheless, his most
primitive instincts were overpowering him, and for an
insane moment, he was almost conquered by the
temptation to
let the woodland nymph seduce him. But Arthur summoned
up every ounce of his intellectual acumen, every
philosophical
and ethical precept he ever held, in order to control
himself. His face drained of color and he trembled,
for he was, indeed,
stricken by the sight of her.
Slowly Arthur stood up and spoke in an
unwavering voice, "I cannot, dear lady, though
your beauty ushers me on like a
glittering star in a moonless sky, and as part of me
yearns to become your slave, beholden to your every
command to give
you the pleasure you seek from me. But I am an
anointed king, and must approach such matters with the
highest purity
and the deepest commitment. Such an alliance is a
matter of great sanctity; it must be blessed by the
priests, and the entire
kingdom must rejoice in the holy bond with the woman I
have chosen to be my mate. Forgive me, but I cannot
dishonor
myself in this way. I cannot appease the beast within
me, for the beast is a stranger to me, and if I wink
at the fiend, I
shall become a stranger to myself."
"Are you resisting me then, my
lord?" asked the young temptress.
"Yes," Arthur conceded,
"because I must. Now, please let us leave this
place. You are injured, I will get you help."
Then the seductress was upon him,
clinging to him, sinking her soft mouth into his,
wildly insisting he succumb to her
demands. Arthur reacted with a strength that welled up
from the deepest part of him, for the inviolate sense
of royal destiny
within him was offended by the brazen advances of the
girl, no matter how great her beauty and no matter how
beguiling
her appeal. He disengaged her arms and legs, and with
a brutal force, he threw her onto the ground where she
howled
with pain.
Something unforeseen began to occur. The
lovely waif started to metamorphose into that which
was at first not identifiable.
and Arthur suspected for a moment that his eyes could
not be trusted and he was suffering from a
hallucination. Her lustrous
head of hair turned gray and frazzled; her nubile skin
was slowly transformed into the wrinkled, spotted and
leathery hide
of an old hag. Her beautiful white gown had become a
dirty and tattered rag. What lay before him was no
siren, but an aged
witch of mean and ghastly disposition.
Arthur stepped back in shock, his eyes
wide with astonishment. "In the name of the
heavens," he shouted, "who are you?"
She laughed hysterically, shrieking with
delight as she arose from the ground with the help of
her stick. "I am known by many
names - Morrigan, Anu, Badb, Macha, to mention a few.
I am your tormentor and your opponent," she
cackled. I am the force
that keeps humans searching for some unnameable
essence of life; I am the erotic nature of all
mortals, and I cause them their
greatest ecstasy and their most profound shame. Few
can thwart me as you have, my king, and I admire you
for your conviction.
But you have angered me with your cruelty, for I did
truly love you, fleeting though it was, and you have
shattered my dreams.
I might have become human if you had graced me with
your regal perfection, if you had compromised your
high principles for
my sake, nut you have condemned me once again to
resume this form, which I loathe with all my being.
"I curse you!" she hissed at
him. "I curse you with all my heart! You will
never find happiness in love, and you will be betrayed
by those whom you hold dearest. As for the holy bond
you seek in matrimony, my king, know this - your wife
will be an
adulteress!"
Arthur withdrew from her in pure horror,
and realizing he had no power over this unnatural
entity, he mounted his horse and
raced away. The old crone stood in the middle of the
road and watched him until he disappeared in the
distance. Sobbing with
self-pity, she slowly disintegrated into a blazing
flame of glistening molecules.
Clarise
Samuels is a Montreal author who has published poetry,
fiction, articles, book reviews, and translations. Her
first novel,
Loving Brynhild, is a retelling of Norse mythology and
is now in press with an independent publisher in
Utah.
Clarise has a Rutgers PhD in German literature, and
her scholarly tome on the Holocaust poet Paul Celan
can be found
in most major university libraries.
Submitted
January 2009
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